mon point de vue

hey, zzzzzzzzzup people! are you guys doing okay? or so-so?
i'm gonna tell you about my condition to date.
recently, i have a sickness and i call it "5 o'clock syndrome". so every 5 o'clock sharp in the evening, i will have a severe headache. yap, to relieve that, i have to take my favorite candy called dumin (yap, its not a candy, its actually a medicine)and take a nap while watching my favorite tv shows and sleep early. and to have this sickness is pretty annoying. sssssssshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
and i think to myself, how to get rid of it and where does this sickness come from?
maybe, recently, i think about my school too much, there are so much pressure to burden since i have to get a really good mark in this semester, or maybe i do need to refresh my head. hmmmm maybe i need an early holiday? or or maybe its a lack of play time for me then i feel so bored with my daily life. and maybe i often THINK TOO MUCH. geez.
and to get rid of it, i think i have to relax my head for awhile. doing and thinking nothing is the best thing to do, i guess.

anyone knows how to "ctrl+alt+del" a human's brain? call me if you have the info !

I have many dreams. and to achieve that, i have to accomplish many things too. but, i dont really want to take a big leap, i prefer to enjoy every little step to cherish every moments of it. but, the major problem is, i'm always afraid of something. its not "for a pessimist, i'm very optimistic", i'm kinda like "for a pessimist, i'm very very very pessimistic". so how can i achieve my dreams? uh like wise men said , "kalah sebelum berperang", yup thats right! thats me! geez, so how to change it? hmm i think, its just like a bicycle! yeah i just have to kick the saddle and do not stop. do not brake, enjoy some obstacles along the way, but enjoy the wind and scenery too, in the end i'll arrive at my own destination. its as simple as it is :)



-hubbuboy (P.S. : so sorry for the failed vignetting, hey i post this in 1:31 a.m. )

holaaaaa! i'm so f***in relieved that I (finally) got my freedom back after a crazy week of midterm test. it was sooo difficult, and i dont think that i already gave my best, but i least i tried. and i have to accept whatever scores i'd get, and i have to learn more to get more. after this, i reallllly want to listen to the teacher instead sleeping or eating or playing or tweeting. i really want to take my pencil and take a note from whatever the teachers would say. even its not important, i will take the details of it. i really want to take every lessons seriously, and i really want to be better from now on. okay, i know its easier to be said than done, but i will do everything i can!

hey, during the midterm test, i realized that i got some new bestfriends and some new enemies. do you want to meet them? here it goes !

hola friends, let me introduce myself! my name is diddly, i'm nikon d90 and i'm officially adin's new sleepmate, travelmate, eatmate, huntmate, or maybe soulmate. yeah, although our relationship just started two weeks ago, we already shot sunset from the rooftop together. here here here, take a look to our sunset picts.






toodles friends, hope to see you more!

-diddly

(Taken by my lomo fisheye 1, iso 200, so it was kinda dark or something :( )

last night, i met this girl. she is my photography teacher's daughter. she's about 7 or 8 years old. and the most shocking thing is she could read something if we cover her eyes or if she closes her eyes ! yeah, to test it, she could read money's series number and she could read text message when we covered her eyes. and after that, (its just getting more shocking) she could see someone's aura. and when she saw me, my aura is purple. i dont know that she just guessed or she could actually see it. and i'm so curious to know what purple aura means. so i googled out, and it turned out like this,
"Purple Aura people are highly psychic, attuned to the emotions and moods of others and very sensitive. People who have a predominant amount of purple in their Aura are seen as mysterious and secretive.

The Purple Aura individual possesses a philosophical, enquiring and intuitive mind. They love to learn and never stop exploring and enquiring into new subjects and areas that interest them. Because of this they tend to be extremely interesting and knowledgeable people.

The Purple Aura individual does not have a wide circle of many friends. But the friends they do have are held close and are respected, admired and loved. People with a predominant purple Aura tend to be unlucky in love but once they have found their perfect soul mate are loyal and loving for life.

Purple Aura people connect well with animals and nature. They are attuned to animals and can sense their emotions and feelings. Purple Aura people tend to take in and care for strays as their loving and caring nature makes it difficult for them to turn strays away"

AND ITS JUST RIGHT TO THE POINT, i mean it was like she's playing dart and she could hit the bullseye. its just the way i see myself. i love to explore a lot of things, in case of that, i couldnt be really good at something. yeah purple aura just defines me. haha, but i dont know that i'm somekind of physcic or something, huuuu so mysterious and secretive. oh, but i was so shocked when i read this. wow, youre too good kid. dont read my mind please if we could meet each other again someday :p

"...can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars ? i could really use a wish right now..." - airplanes by b.o.b ft. hayley williams

yes, i have a story. ive been confused recently. do my friends grow too fast, or is it me who doesnt evolve on time? they've already turned into mature ladies, they've already had many experiences, they've already wore some fashionable and feminime outfits. in the other hand, how about me? i'm just the girl next door who still wears t-shirt and jeans. oh God, and i even have some girlfriends who called me "handsome". i think, it is me who should take the blame. it is my fault that i'm too afraid of changes. but i dont want to change, i like the way i am now. hoooo so dilemma. yes, i think i can improve myself by taking some good changes and just be myself. @_@ bzzzzzz confused. ok, the best solution is just be me. thank you for listening to my useless post today. toodles <3