mon point de vue

(Taken by my lomo fisheye 1, iso 200, so it was kinda dark or something :( )

last night, i met this girl. she is my photography teacher's daughter. she's about 7 or 8 years old. and the most shocking thing is she could read something if we cover her eyes or if she closes her eyes ! yeah, to test it, she could read money's series number and she could read text message when we covered her eyes. and after that, (its just getting more shocking) she could see someone's aura. and when she saw me, my aura is purple. i dont know that she just guessed or she could actually see it. and i'm so curious to know what purple aura means. so i googled out, and it turned out like this,
"Purple Aura people are highly psychic, attuned to the emotions and moods of others and very sensitive. People who have a predominant amount of purple in their Aura are seen as mysterious and secretive.

The Purple Aura individual possesses a philosophical, enquiring and intuitive mind. They love to learn and never stop exploring and enquiring into new subjects and areas that interest them. Because of this they tend to be extremely interesting and knowledgeable people.

The Purple Aura individual does not have a wide circle of many friends. But the friends they do have are held close and are respected, admired and loved. People with a predominant purple Aura tend to be unlucky in love but once they have found their perfect soul mate are loyal and loving for life.

Purple Aura people connect well with animals and nature. They are attuned to animals and can sense their emotions and feelings. Purple Aura people tend to take in and care for strays as their loving and caring nature makes it difficult for them to turn strays away"

AND ITS JUST RIGHT TO THE POINT, i mean it was like she's playing dart and she could hit the bullseye. its just the way i see myself. i love to explore a lot of things, in case of that, i couldnt be really good at something. yeah purple aura just defines me. haha, but i dont know that i'm somekind of physcic or something, huuuu so mysterious and secretive. oh, but i was so shocked when i read this. wow, youre too good kid. dont read my mind please if we could meet each other again someday :p

"...can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars ? i could really use a wish right now..." - airplanes by b.o.b ft. hayley williams

yes, i have a story. ive been confused recently. do my friends grow too fast, or is it me who doesnt evolve on time? they've already turned into mature ladies, they've already had many experiences, they've already wore some fashionable and feminime outfits. in the other hand, how about me? i'm just the girl next door who still wears t-shirt and jeans. oh God, and i even have some girlfriends who called me "handsome". i think, it is me who should take the blame. it is my fault that i'm too afraid of changes. but i dont want to change, i like the way i am now. hoooo so dilemma. yes, i think i can improve myself by taking some good changes and just be myself. @_@ bzzzzzz confused. ok, the best solution is just be me. thank you for listening to my useless post today. toodles <3

i'm not in the mood recently. i just want to jump off the cliff and shout as loud as i can. i dont care if it gives me so much pain. i just want to go somewhere and drown myself. why am i so emotional? i dont know. maybe all i need is a break from the real world and go into somekind of fantasy world or something. thanks God, holiday is coming. please entertain me :( as soon as possible



P.S : it is me who took my picture that jump off the cliff from uluwatu, bali. luckily i survive that jump, cheers :D